If Only

Me with a bitter life,
and you with great success.
your pretty
perky
popular
everything a girl wants to be,
I look at you,
and pretend to be you,
the way you
walk
wave
whisper,
but your the perfect one.

You have a smile
that makes the boys
go crazy,
they love
you
they wish they
had you.
Just to brag
about you to their friends,
But no,
you rebuff them,
the hottest one, the jerks,
all of them, the one's all of us
dream to have,
but no there's something about you
that is different,
your patient
nice
sympathetic,
things nobody
actually knows about you.
If only
I could be your friend
to understand you,
If only
I could solve that mystery.